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So I skipped class yesterday, and guess what? There was a total of 11 who weren't there too. EFFF YOU PEOPLE~~~ *stress*

So Mr S wasn't pleased, at all. He plans to submit our names to the discipline teacher. I'm going to use my perfect attendance as my insurance. Something along the lines of:

I've never skipped a single class before. My attendance has been 100% for all these 5 and a half years here, save for the days I'm away on scholarship interviews or had been sick and I will not start to skip classes to tarnish that record.

Nabilah and I initially planned to use MP work as an excuse, but if our head teacher gets scolded, we're dead too. So we chose not to. We just shut our mouths.

I have a lot of computer stuff on my wishlist. My parents would probably give me a 'no' for 90% of what I wrote there. I'd rather use the money spent on past year books and all that to buy those tech stuff. For one thing, though the past year books are useful, there's no point buying printed copies when you're in this modern technological era. We have free e-books to download. Solutions are also there, so what's the point?

I'm seriously frustrated with my Head of Bureau. He's treating me like shit. During meetings, I try my best to give my ideas, but whenever he hears Tiah talking, he turns a deaf ear to me and listens to Tiah wholeheartedly. I had planned a Cultural Festival and even wrote a working plan for it during December. When I suggested my ideas to Jaz, he wouldn't listen to me. He listened to Tiah all the time and I couldn't bear it.

Now, Tiah claimed the whole Cultural Festival was HIS idea. Like, hello, I was the one who mentioned it on MSN to everyone in our bureau. You taking credit for my work isn't fair. I slaved away from form 4 to get to this point while you just easily kiss people's asses to climb to the top? Unfairness. 

I'm rebelling by not being an active member in my bureau. I still do the tasks that I have to without a complaint, but whatever Jaz says I turn a deaf ear to him. Serves him right. He had to ask help from Rai to deal with the working paper. If his attitude towards me changed a little bit, I would've given him my full proposal for the activity.

Another stupid issue is Emily. Her mom's a principal of another school, and when Emily didn't get into the student council (she rejected it during form 4), her mother said to our principal, "My daughter has great grades and is 100% more capable than others. Why is she not in the student council?"

Ouch. I got in because I was reccommended by 5 teachers when I was in form 4. According to their report, I was diligent, helpful and all that. As for Emily, all she had was good grades. Capable? My ass.

"Like, fuck off." Melly said. Melly and I shared the same views. Both of us didn't like it when others use their relations to climb their way to the top. We prefer the back-breaking situations where we work our way to the top. Our credibility is all lost once a prominent figure backs you up.

Even though he's been classmates with Emily since primary, he didn't like how she got her role. Heck, even the teacher in charge doesn't like the students from the Z class. Most of them used Emily as a vessel to get to the top, including TIah.

I think I ranted enough already. I'm going to do more homework now x_X
p.s, I have found myself a new home on the internet, but I need time to settle the whole site to get it up and running :)